A little bit of here and there

thechayia — Wed, 26 Nov 2008 20:39:39 +0000

100% Hate.

That’s all.

I hate him more than anything in the world.

thechayia — Mon, 10 Nov 2008 18:50:46 +0000

It’s been one year.

RIP Deb.

Love you.

Dear you,

thechayia — Sun, 26 Oct 2008 22:25:58 +0000

I love and miss you very much, especially today.

thechayia — Fri, 03 Oct 2008 05:48:49 +0000

I seriously cannot believe this is happening to me right now.
Tonight is the upset night, the night I’m in shock and can’t believe it.

Tomorrow is when it begins.
I always get even in the end.
Every single person that’s ever hurt me, I’ve gotten even with, even if they don’t know it.
Tomorrow is the beginning of a new era.

Tonight however, I thought the most amazing guy I ever met was special.
Turns out he was just playing me too.

I’m so over this.
But never piss me off.

And he just did.
I’ll get even.
Like I have before.

Sad thing was, I didn’t fall for someone he was pretending to be, I fell in love with him.
And that’s what hurts the most.

thechayia — Fri, 12 Sep 2008 17:42:10 +0000

So basically I think everyone is falling apart.

I’m in WAY over my head with some of these things

thechayia — Tue, 09 Sep 2008 06:23:24 +0000

That’s it. I’m crazy.
I’m just done.

I’m done chasing pavements.

thechayia — Thu, 14 Aug 2008 16:42:38 +0000

Come monday Luke and I will know if we can qualify for the cutest low income apartments ever.

Ah! Excited!

thechayia — Wed, 13 Aug 2008 15:54:52 +0000

I am utterly confused about my love life to the point where I don’t even want to talk about it.

On the other hand, I might have found a room mate and a place to live next month! Exciting!

And because I’m so stressed out I took extra shifts, look at these hours

Tuesday: 4-CL (6)
Wednesday: 4-VL (5)
Thursday: 4-VL (5)
Friday: 12-VL (10)
Saturday: 12-VL (10)
Sunday: 4-CL (6)
Monday: 4-VL (5)

Plus more…
Yay for picking up thursday and sunday shifts.
When I’m stressed I turn to work or alcohol.
This time, I’m just gonna stick to work and no alcohol.

thechayia — Sun, 10 Aug 2008 15:57:06 +0000

Fuck the month of August.

Seriously.
Fuck it.

..I think I’m actually heartbroken.
I’ll say it, I love him.

thechayia — Sat, 09 Aug 2008 06:48:28 +0000

It really is summer 2007 all over again…
Down to the day basically.
Fuck this.
I’m done.

Fuck my life.